I’m currently sitting on our new sofa, and dang, it is serious business. It’s big and amazing and I’m almost afraid it’s too big and then I look at how many pillows it can hold and I feel good about it again.
This is not a design blog so I feel OK with showing you some very, very premature pictures of the new place. I was reading a blog post yesterday on which the girl was apologizing for not telling her virtual readership about the break-up she went through with her boyfriend several months prior. She jadedly commented that “bloggers live real lives too” and it’s not all Instagrammed selfies with Starbucks’ Pumpkin Spice lattes and lengthy diatribes on how excited we all are that it’s fall so now we can layer! It gave me some serious sads thinking about pressure bloggers put on themselves to look a certain way and exude a specific strength and composure. I suppose the fact that I have a category devoted to “sweat” and regularly talk about gross things like the time I found a cockroach in my sandwich kind of put me in a different league. And that is more than fine with me.
That mess was all to say that I’d like to share some early photos of the apartment and not feel bad about it. We’ve been here exactly one week and I’m happy with how things have turned out so far. We have definitely had our share of “were we on drugs when we bought this?” moments, most notably when we assembled the dining room. I talked Adam into getting a natural wood table and lucite chairs, though he did pick out the rug. I was going for a high-low feeling in there and it just ended up feeling more bipolar than eclectic. And the faux brick floors? I can’t. As we sat the table immediately after flipping it over we were already talking about how to sell it and get a new one. While I think we have come to like it a bit more, curtains and artwork will no doubt help it feel more complete and together. The plants were a start. (Let’s please not talk about how I put cacti on a table that receives no direct sunlight. I’m working through it).
I feel a sort of paralysis when I think about really decorating and finding special pieces to fill in the many gaps that surround the place. Looking at a vase yesterday I thought, This is a great vase, but this vase will determine the rest of the design scheme and what if I don’t like it?! ::puts it down and walks empty-handed from the store:: It’s a lot of pressure to put on one little artifact. I just can’t seem to make up my mind on what I really want. But, some decisions have been made and I’m sure taking it in baby steps will help. Less drama, more decorating.
We are going to a flea market this weekend and I am hoping to score big. We are really riding high on the Ikea Showroom concept here and I’d like to put an end to that soon. So, without more rambling and ridiculousness, a few pictures*:
^^ is everyone into the casual lighting fixture we have going on in here?? New one to go up someday…
^^I feel the best about this room. I love that we have a giganto bed and that my desk is not in there. That’s the first time that’s happened in my whole life.
*Places purposefully left of the tour include the kitchen, bathroom and guest room/office for varying reasons. The guest room mostly because it is a collection of suitcases that need to be unpacked and an astronomical amount of broken down cardboard that looks like this:
They will not collect your cardboard unless it is sensibly organized and tied up in twine. It makes it far easier for them to clean up but much more difficult for you to keep your sanity as you break it down and fold it up.



































